_______We're in a drought over 80 days with 1 anemic rainfall. We're under water conservation guidelines. The earth is cracking and my plants are dying. Like I said in my last post, I've given up watering. At some point when the earth gets so dry, no amount of watering I can do with a hose will cut it. The ground becomes so dry it can't even hold water. Only honest-to-goodness rain from above keeps the plants looking their best and producing the sweetest fruit and prettiest flowers.
I sat in my sewing area with one of my sons today and I gave him a big fat hug for "helping me" by cutting up some scraps with the safety scissors. He just hugged me so tight and started cooing and smiling. We just sat there for a long time. I'm not a hugger so I probably don't do things like this enough. I felt very convicted about being a more nurturing person even though it isn't my nature. I started seeing that my son was like a plant getting rain...soaking it all in. Just like plants, if I don't make enough time to do things like this, he's going to be like a plant rooted in our cracked earth...not able to receive any of the love I give because it's too far gone. Only a shower from above can heal the earth...or people...when the real droughts in life come come, but if we let our relationships go without tending and care, we lose our ability to reach those people even if we decide we want to.
Yesterday was my birthday. So in my 33rd year of life I am going to be more affectionate with my husband and children. I want to laugh.. a lot. I want to sew for FUN. I want to create. I want to weed out extra possessions that clutter my life and weigh me down and cling tight to the people who make my life full. I want to do some Bible studies with the amazing women in my church...if you gals are reading this, you are such a big part of my life and I am so happy to know women like you!
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